boredom...

had an early breakfast with my mom at mcdo after the mass and some groceries then spent the whole day surfing the net and watching movies... my life seems not that colorful right now the way i see it, ive asked jan and teddy to go out and later changed my mind bcoz i feel like staying at home and too tired to go out, i ended up watching a movie again and went channel surfing on tv... i feel like i want to cry but i don't know why and even if i know i still want to ask my self why?... i think i'm going crazy... but seriously there's a lot of things that been bothering me... i need to find a job thats one... i need to go out this country thats two... three, i need a wireless router... four, my desktop mouse is broken... my super crush now has a bf thats five, nyhahahah... what else?... there's like plenty of them that if i keep on writing them all i will never end until the next week... whehhe... life is full of challenges and i just need to keep on moving... it's always been a struggle but as long as i keep my grip i will surely survive... life is like buhay or kabuhi... nyehaha... need to eat my dinner... peace!