when you give up someone whom you love so much is like throwing your own self into a fire, a very painful experience that no one would have wanted it to happen to them... but sometimes there are things in life that we need to let go for some reasons and be brave enough to face it... reasons that are sometimes unacceptable or beyond comprehension... never did i ever imagined that a person like me would be in a situation such as that... i have loved a person whom i thought to be the one... but living a life can be sometimes unfair, when you are at it you'll end up with nothing but when you play it easy you'll have one but with less heart in it... things can just go wrong anytime making you helpless, gasping for air, expecting things to go back as how it was... but it just won't work anymore... and at the end you'll find yourself all alone... letting go is a hard thing to do, moving on is the hardest... somehow we should learn how to survive the tragedy of our own making... haaayy life... keep it forward.
we did a birthday bash at home that ended just a while ago... celebrants were carl, harvey, ronald and me... it was a gathering of close friends and IT/CS faculty... it was really fun and memorable... as for me, i'm thankful for all the blessings that our dear God have showered upon me, inspite of my mistakes He never turn His back on me, i am still blessed and loved, with that i couldn't ask for more... to my mom, thank you so much for everything and i love you so much... to my friends, thank you for being with me in all the trip2x things that we do... to my inspiration, my love and my angel, i will continue to love you no matter what happens... peace!...
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