#MyDayInBCD

As always, first day of the month. Reality otherwise knows that I have a lot in my mind to say or write in this blog but I choose to keep it where it is right now. Peace....

thank you Lord for all the blessings, the love and the never ending guidance you have showered upon me, you are my strength, my savior, my God, the reason and the inspiration to keep on going... to my Mom, sister and brother and their family for the love and support... thank you... to my angel, thank you for the memories... and to all who has been a part of my existence... thank you... I Love you all! peace!...

Life... Happiness... Friendship... =)

the month of love is here... again... fate can be deceiving, you are trying to rise from a big fall, hurt, oh not hurt but shattered then fate played its card of leading you back from where you are before... but not anymore fate, you can't fool me anymore... peace!

it's exam week and today is our national heroes day, a holiday... to all the heroes, thank you for the sacrifice and all... save the cheerleader save the world... ok back to where i am now, whew! it's raining outside, finally on the podium not 3rd not 2nd but 1st for ferrari's kimi raikonen at the spa, belgium... it's been a tough season for ferrari but it's nice to see getting things done more so after massa's accident... hope to see more of ferrari for the rest of the season... my angel, hrmmm... love you... peace!...

first post for the month of May, whew! am i that busy?... not really, just not in the mood to post an entry but anyway i'm doing it now... so what's up with me right now... hrmmm... currently doing the project that we need to deliver by the end of the month, i'm almost done with the record module and need to see the client to finalize some report generation formats... at the moment i'm working on the POS module, i find it really interesting and at the same time challenging doing this one, you know why? it's a web based POS, normally you would see this kind of system done in higher language like visual basic or C++(i have yet to see web based POS that functions like the desktop), in our part we want it done differently and implemented easily added to that is the ease on maintenance and the development cost is a way cheaper that the usual, though the cross browser issue is still a brain drainer... to my angel, always thinking of you... peace!

can't let April leave without throwing something out from this head of mine, so whats cookin?... still working on the project right now where i'm hoping to finish by the end of May, had a talk with the client last night for some details and clarifications, so far things are going the way we wanted... 1 month more to go and the new school year starts... to my angel, always be here for you... peace!

behind the smile, is a bleeding heart...

i'm trying to understand what's happening to me right now... sigh...

we did a birthday bash at home that ended just a while ago... celebrants were carl, harvey, ronald and me... it was a gathering of close friends and IT/CS faculty... it was really fun and memorable... as for me, i'm thankful for all the blessings that our dear God have showered upon me, inspite of my mistakes He never turn His back on me, i am still blessed and loved, with that i couldn't ask for more... to my mom, thank you so much for everything and i love you so much... to my friends, thank you for being with me in all the trip2x things that we do... to my inspiration, my love and my angel, i will continue to love you no matter what happens... peace!...

What is so amazing about love is that it hits you without warning and you’ll just find yourself being in love with a person just like that. Love is not something you choose to feel and for who that feeling is for, that’s the wonder of love and it’s great to be in love. Love is not a two way process though as most people would believe, we love because it’s a feeling and the people we love sometimes doesn’t feel the same way as we do. How’s that for a situation?... peace!...

exam today and tomorrow for all of my classes, paper checking, score recording and grade computations will follow... MV Doulos is in town, went to check the books on sale but it's too crowded so we decided not to stay long, there's a lot of good books specially children books and those motivational ones... check www.doulos.org for more information about it... got myself a doulos coffee mug, an addition to my collection... thank you for the understanding and forgiveness my angel... =)... peace!

exam week!... still have to meet on monday to do some exercise checking in my OOP class, midterm exam starts tuesday with me doing it on monday after the exam week... it's been quite a stressful week for me and i'm trying to set my self straight from now on, i think i'm doing things so fast making things worst for me... i want to understand why things went the wrong way and i'm really unhappy and frustrated right now, though i'm ready for the worst... gamo noh?... peace!...

i got my car pass sticker back last monday morning not after i wrote a letter explaining my violation to the admin office, thankfully they accepted my reasoning and have the sticker reissued, thanks to them for that... been in a whole lot of stress these days, first one i still have this cough and it's already for a month now, i need to consult a real doctor this time, dr. google is not helping... whahah... have you ever been inlove? yes?... if you do, you will understand why people do crazy things sometimes for the sake of love... sacrifice for love... and more... peace!

harder than you can think of, hrmmm.... doing it anyway... optimism is not a word to describe it, just pure expression of a heart that is falling deeply in love... to be appreciated or not, whatever happens, the important thing about it, it must be said, be known and done... peace!

knowing you changes my life thinking of you makes my world happy seeing you brings delight in my heart loving you is a feeling of contentment to be a part of you is a blessing for you to like me... is a gift and for you to love me... is a treasure